April Fools, Fools Like Me (entry no.39)

 This is giving me flashbacks from a year ago when I would write entries during class. That is what I am currently doing cuz I am restless and bored. I really don't feel much of a desire to write an entry but my ADHD tendencies won't let me just sit and listen to the teacher. Especially when he promised to end class an hour early and now he just keeps rambling about things that have nothing to do with the lecture. It's a Linux class btw (I know nobody asked but I digress). After this lecture I will officially be done week 9 of my third semester, God willing, I'll finish my program at the end of April. April, it seems so far yet so close, time stands still and moves at the speed of light all at the same time.

I don't even know what this entry should be about. I can't really talk about soccer right now cuz I honestly haven't had time to sit down and watch a game. Also the class I am currently in falls on Wednesdays from 2-5 pm, smack in the middle of when Arsenal plays on Champions League weeks. Speaking of which, last I checked, they are currently losing to Inter Milan…big surprise (they suck lately). Too many injuries and too many red cards. At this point I have lost all hope, we’ll just have to try again next year cuz it ain’t happening this season. Speaking of losing hope and trying again, I thought I failed one of my midterms right before reading week two weeks ago. To say the least I did not handle it well.

I legit was in tears the whole weekend after. I remember crying my eyes out Sunday morning only to head to work in the afternoon pretending everything was fine. Fast forward to last week and I found out that I actually didn’t fail my midterm but I definitely escaped by the skin of my teeth. It is was it is and at least I didn’t fail which is truly all that matters. Point is I passed all my midterms. The midterm I scored the best in was MySQL Database Management with nearly a perfect score. I like systematic organization, hence why I've been doing well in that course which is literally all about organizing numbers and information. However despite my love for organization, I live a very chaotic life, always on the move. 

But there are benefits that come with a busy life. For example, I stay out of trouble because I literally have no time to get in trouble. I also have no trouble sleeping at night cuz I am pooped by 11:00 pm most days. But then again I have never had trouble sleeping, except maybe when I was very little because of nightmares. There were countless nights when I stood outside my parent's room wondering if I should wake them up or not cuz I dreamed of something scary. Now my nightmares are mostly about school work. I'm not even joking, I remember waking up from a nightmare during reading week last semester thinking I had missed the deadline for a bonus assignment I desperately needed to pass a course. Hopefully that nightmare does not become a reality anytime soon. April can't come fast enough!

You're still here? Meet me at entry no.40 :)

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