Starboy's Star-Crossed Trophy (entry no.19)
I don't know why but I've been scared of my computer for the past two days. It goes like this; I want to write an entry, I pick up my computer, turn it on and then quickly turn it off and put it back on my desk, I then put my headphones on, blast music, and walk away. But this to be or not to be dance is killing me and Hamlet is a prime example of the consequences of inaction. Therefore I have valiantly picked up my laptop and have let the thoughts loose as my hands run along the keyboard and try to keep up. I think that's why I've been avoiding my computer, I'm scared of thinking, scared of feeling too much cuz I always do. I'm also scared of being a little too deep and honest, especially after last post. I don't think I overshared but I definitely came closer than I normally do. These entries aren't some secret diary that only I have access to. They are also not meant to be a place for me to rant about my problems or cry and complain. The vibes are ...