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"Who I Am" 0:33 (entry no.40)

 I actually have so much I wanna talk about in this entry, hence why you dear reader only had to wait 10 days until my next post. First thing's first, Shawn Mendes released his new album yesterday and I have just finished listening to it in it's entirety. It was alright. I don't doubt that it was very important and special for him especially considering he's been MIA for so long, but it's not exactly my cup of tea. However, I loved the first song in his album "Who I Am", literally had me pacing in my room and sobbing. "I feel pressure from the people that I love and it hurts, but I know I gotta do it I gotta put me first, losing myself tryna make you proud, sorry gotta do it gotta let you down." Literally spoke to my soul, and what makes it even better is that those lyrics belong to verse 2 of the song. If you've read entry no.36  you should KNOW how much I love the second verse of a song.  Anyways, the lyrics in this song got me thinking abo...

April Fools, Fools Like Me (entry no.39)

 This is giving me flashbacks from a year ago when I would write entries during class. That is what I am currently doing cuz I am restless and bored. I really don't feel much of a desire to write an entry but my ADHD tendencies won't let me just sit and listen to the teacher. Especially when he promised to end class an hour early and now he just keeps rambling about things that have nothing to do with the lecture. It's a Linux class btw (I know nobody asked but I digress). After this lecture I will officially be done week 9 of my third semester, God willing, I'll finish my program at the end of April. April, it seems so far yet so close, time stands still and moves at the speed of light all at the same time. I don't even know what this entry should be about. I can't really talk about soccer right now cuz I honestly haven't had time to sit down and watch a game. Also the class I am currently in falls on Wednesdays from 2-5 pm, smack in the middle of when Arse...